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I love you

It's Sunday evening, sitting here, looking out the window, I have this feeling of total peacefulness. I have not felt this peaceful in a long while. I have been on this journey, a journey to find my cause, to have that relationship with God that I have so desired over the years, yet, somehow never did.

I'm finding my way, I'm finding that relationship with God. The closeness, at the mention of his name, the peace that surrounds my being. like a best friend, knowing all your dreams and desires.

So simple..., so powerful... and so true..., in the words of Pastor Rick Warren "I love... God!!!, I love God and he, he loves... me!!!". When Pastor Rick stood on the stage and said those words, that was my moment!, that was me!, that was exactly how I was feeling!!!. That is how I feel now!!, that burning, deep within my soul, my being, so real, authentic and true!!! God I Love You!!! and I know you Love Me Too!!!

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